In The Still of The Night...

- is when I am most afraid now...

- is when I feel most alone...

- is when sometimes I wonder why I am so bothered...

- is when I wonder if I really am in love...

- is when I wonder what love encompasses...

- is when I wonder if you really care...

- is when I wonder if you really used to care...

- is when I wonder what would happen if I played it right...

- is when I wonder what would happen if I didn't overwhelm you...

- is when I wonder if you're the one whom got away...

- is when I wonder if i should hold on to whatever little slithers that are still left...

- is when I wonder if what would be if...


yet... does it all matter?

'Feeling needy... maybe it's just because I'm sick...'

face it... there was a communcation breakdown...
you never did try to explain how you felt overwhelmed when I did things the way I did...
I was too tunnel visioned to want to see anything... though I did realise...
no-one in person is to blame...

you tell me to move on...
why?
'because I don't want to waste your time...'
'because I can't stand the pressure of having someone waiting for me...'

baby... it's not for you to choose...
it's actually my time to waste...
I'll decide...

Truth being told... I don't know which way to go now...
though I know that I miss you already...
I really do...
Only thing that is definate that I know is that I may be in love with you...