Bent...

First and foremost... I would like thank AM and BK for their support... and advice...

AM : Thank you for being patient I hear you out and know your point of view... BUT I've got to see for myself... get some clousure of mine own... It's a growth thing I guess... it may not seem so... but I've heard what you and BK has said... it's been digested... and I'm trying to see if I can play the game... It's a challenge to self as it is... AZ needs to get around and learn how the world works now...

BK: (whom most probably will not see this entry anyways...) Hey man... you've put new insight to my perspectives... don't worry... this idealist learns... cheers' bro...


For the rest of my fan club^, whom I'm sure is sitting stuck to their chairs in anticipation of my next entry, here goes...

I'm hung up on a girl again...
( I can almost hear the sighs coming from all my fans... begging to hear other bits of mine life... but hey... trust me... talking about work will be more boring...)
This time it's a little different...
We shared a 'moment'...
We had a good time on holiday together...
when we came back... she said that it MAY not work out...
then later that day, she said that maybe we should give it some time...

*mind you... though this few days... I've been driving myself crazy... heh...*

Friends telling me interesting things and throwing light into perspectives that I'd hardly even imagine on my own...

I faltered for a day... contemplating... thinking... reviewing things that were said and things that were done...
then I went out for some drinks and salsa...

Salsa helped clear my mind...
did teh ice with a new friend...
that was pretty interesting...
made me realise that I'm getting hung up too much...
that I should just relax and hang loose...

Back to the girl issue...I'm playing the wait and see game...
as far as I'm concerned... she's fun to be with...
but maybe too much fun...
and a little trouble...

I'm going to go in guarded... and play the game a little... a little teasing here and there...
then pulling out at a smart and appropriate moment...
*sounds almost like coitus interruptus doesn't it...*
hrrm...

--- End ---

PS: AM don't worry... AZ is silly but can learn fast... and is protective of himself... don't forget that AZ is a single child... I've got to fall and graze my knee to learn... plus... this has the potential to be quite fun...

^ Fan club so far consists of maybe 2/3 readers max...

maybe I should post sexy pictures of myself to boost my reader counts...

but hey... don't hold you breath for them...