soy triste... Es el final del capítulo uno...

It's been a crazy 2 weeks...
All in all...
has been maybe a week when I was crazy about her...
and another week when she was crazy about me...

I had a good time with her...
I saw in her many attributes that I want to see in my future partner...
I was happy.

yet I realised somewhere along the line that though we're so much the same...
when it comes down to long term relationship 'goals'...
we differ almost totally...

I didn't know that 2 people who never got together can actually break-up...
I especially didn't know that I would have fallen so much for her in only 3weeks or so...
I feel worse now than with Val then...
Maybe with Val i knew it was the end of the road... that it would just never ever work out...

now with her...
we're moving on without allowing thing's to fully progress...
I think that is what's truely urking me...
is that I saw so much potential in us but I was foolish to rush things...

I'm seriously thinking of moving in again to re-start another chapter...
should I??

Should I let lying dog's lie?

Should I strike when the fire is hot?

I want to give it a week...
I don't know if i can...

I'm really feeling horrible...

Time After Time

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,

And think of you

Caught up in circles

Confusion is nothing new

Flashback, warm nights.

Almost left behind

Suitcases of memories,

Time after -

Sometimes you picture me

I'm walking too far ahead

You're calling to me,

I can't hear

What you've said

Then you say, go slow

I fall behind

The second hand unwinds

If you're lost you can look

and you will find me

Time after time

If you fall I will catch you

I'll be waiting

Time after time

After my picture fades

and darkness has turned to gray

Watching through windows

I'm wondering If you're okay

You said go slow

The drum beats out of time

I fall behind

The second hand unwinds