Stupid Girl

Uneventful day at work today... what a way to end my time spent in this ward... I had nothing to do! I had to look for things to do quite literally... I shaved a couple of patients and had dinner with AG outside... Had really mixed feelings after I passed report... knowing that I'd never do that again and have it still feel the same... well...

bygones...

had supper and sat down to talk with AG just now... just like old times... every once in a while we spill our guts to each other... okokok... usually I spill my guts first... but hey... gimme a break... (to AG *winks*)

oh I almost forgot... I called her... well twice actually... once at about 1220hrs... before work...
NO REPLY.
I wasn't crushed... I expected it... She replied with a message... at about 1500hrs... decided not to react just yet... on the pretext that I was 'working'...(refer to first paragraph) I called her again at 2130hrs thereabout... after work... and as expected...
NO REPLY.

I'm too numb from leaving my ward to really feel any disappointment... anyways... got home... checked her Blog... and realised that she also left her old workplace... how ironic... STUPID GIRL!... if you picked up the phone, we'd actually have something to talk about... something to share... but you chose not to...

okay... one more chance at contact...

I wait.





P.S. I kinda had the feeling that she was leaving her old workplace this weekend...
P.P.S yes I know it's kinda voyeuristic to be reading her Blog... but if it was so private... it wouldn't be on the internet would it? so stop riding my case...