Spent most of the week thinking about her... smiling spontanously just at the thought of her.. GOSH! this is real bad... I haven't had such a bad crush since secondary school...

oh... saw her on Tuesday... there was this competition thing that our friends were in... I went down just because I kinda knew she was going to turn up... (yes.. pathetic... I know...) well, she looked real cute in her work garb... peachy pink striped blouse... (oh... did I mention that she has a cute giggle...) well night was generally uneventful... my gastritis kicked up and I was like a girl in the mist of her period... what luck... and worse... I had to tell 'L'... and somehow... the rest of her friends knew as well... so it was mucho embarassing that night... didn't know how to re-act... I felt like i was back in the canteen of my old secondary school...

I've got a transfer to the ICU. Real good timing actually... I'm just so tired and burnt out in my current ward... I feel more like a liability than an asset... (but I know I'm not...a liability... yet...)